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My 9 HIV/AIDS Symptoms!

August 19, 2019

what’s going on everyone rave Taurasi here thank you so much for tuning in today I will be talking about what my symptoms were when I had HIV AIDS now as I’ve seven in the past I don’t know exactly when I contracted HIV all I know is that I was diagnosed on my birthday May 8th of 2012 which is six years ago this year so what I can tell you is that the I would say about a year to two years prior I slowly started developing more and more symptoms and the symptoms started becoming more severe I would say the first symptom that I really started experiencing and noticed was a general sense of lethargy I just noticed that my energy overall throughout the day was declining I didn’t really feel like myself it was harder and harder for me to get out of bed I had a hard time getting through work I was serving at a restaurant and I just found myself having to drink more coffee or Red Bull or lots of green teas throughout the day and it just kept I kept needing more and it was it wasn’t the same as having like a caffeine tolerance I’ve had that before and I just noticed that over time like nothing was really working and I just kind of felt a little more dull my energy my zest for life was kind of dimming and I felt a little bit more like a zombie in it and I wasn’t quite sure what that was I I was going to the to the gym and I started working out because I thought maybe if I’m exercising just trying to be more fit overall that battle helmet and her energy levels so I started doing basic exercises at the gym I had no idea how to do how to benchpress I had no idea how to squat I had no idea how to deadlift so to say that I was you know really intensely actively working out is probably like missing the mark a little bit because I was definitely beginner at that point I was only using machines maybe some light dumbbells for like curls or something like that and then I would do a little bit on the elliptical but nothing really that crazy so but I did notice however that even going to the gym and trying to pack on muscle and taking protein that I was actually losing losing I felt like I was losing muscle mass I didn’t feel like I was really gaining anything I’m just kind of weird to me I also was losing weight but I attributed that to go into the gym and working out and trying to eat someone healthy here and there wasn’t it wasn’t that great but I was making some attempt but looking back I would say that I can probably attribute some muscle loss and some body mass loss specifically to the fact that I had hiv/aids and didn’t know it and that’s why I wasn’t able to gain also the next symptom that I noticed was vertigo this isn’t something that I really have experienced that much in my life occasionally here and there if you know if I hadn’t been eating maybe I was low on blood sugar or tired or something like that but is usually random and few and far between but I was pretty regularly I would say maybe three four times a week I would whether I was sitting standing moving around it didn’t really matter I would suddenly get hit with a wave of vertigo everything would start spinning and I’d lose my balance dizzy and that would last for maybe ten to fifteen minutes had no idea why the next general symptom that I noticed was body aches all over my joints my muscles just every part of my body I attributed that of course since I was going to the gym to working out being sore from working out and exercising but in reality I would be sore in places that I hadn’t worked out but you know when you’re when you have no idea what to expect and HIV is the last thing on your mind you rationalize things and you kind of just give explanations of what is the most likely possibility and then if things don’t get worse it’s just it is what it is and you move on so after that I would say probably about a year out from my diagnosis I started to notice that I was getting itchy inflamed bumps on my elbows and on my knees if I put it under hot water it would exacerbate it and it would get more red and way more itchy now with this when I was a teenager I had gotten scabies at one point from sleeping in my friends bed and they got it and ended up going throughout the whole house but anyway during that time when I had scabies I didn’t I knew that that feeling was in the same places in my body and it was very itchy I would get red and stuff like that so I assumed that I was getting some sort of that uh since ever since then I just had sensitivity in those areas and that that was just like a some kind of skin rash that I was just gonna have to deal with as a result of having gone through that earlier in life and again rationalize it oh this is just you know something I’ve dealt with before and this is just I’m getting older and I got to deal with stupid skin things and people get psoriasis and stuff like that all the time so this is probably something that I got to deal with now keep in mind at the same time while I’m going through all this I don’t have health insurance I didn’t have access to health insurance so some of you are probably thinking well why don’t you just go to the doctor and have a doctor look at this stuff as it’s happening and then maybe the doctor would be able to put the pieces together and say maybe there’s something bigger going along here but at the time I didn’t have access I was making very little money a short time after having the symptom on my elbows and knees I started to get a different kind of rash but this time it was along the outsides of my hands along the outsides of my fingers just along the outside of my palm as well and along the same area but on my feet it was these red started out as like a red orangish bump and as it progressed it would it would fill with like a clear opaque liquid and so it would be bubbly and I’d have just tons and tons of bubbles all over really gross really unsightly for the most part didn’t bother me a little bit she a little bit tender sensitive but just for the most part unsightly and just just it was not I mean it’s not something that you want to see on your hands or your feet and I tried at some point popping them with a needle to see if flushing out the fluid would help didn’t help they would last for maybe a week week and a half to two weeks and then it would just subside but usually by then I’d get another flare-up and it would just be a cycle like that over these flare-ups on my hands and my feet now at this point this is when I started to get very suspicious and think something’s very wrong here some of you again despite not having a doctor and not having health insurance might think well why isn’t this guy considering the possibility that it’s HIV so a little backstory before I got together with my boyfriend at the time about three to four months before we gotten together I had gone to the doctor and gotten an STD check I was at UCLA they had a campus doctor that I could go see and so I just got tested I kinda had a scare I had unprotected sex and I just wanted to go and make sure that I was okay and that I didn’t have to worry about anything ease my mind and sure enough test results came back negative so and this is just before entering into a long-term what I thought was a monogamous relationship and believed I was negative didn’t have any STDs so I didn’t have any reason to believe that I would have HIV that’s why I didn’t really cross my mind that’s why I didn’t assume that maybe that was a possibility so at this point I began to notice weird bumps on my body lumps I should say I noticed that under here under my jawline in my chin there were two big round mounds there and they felt larger than I thought I remembered but again with the rationalizing just like thinking maybe I’m just thinking that they’re they’re bigger but they’re not really and maybe I just never noticed it before I was getting sick I would say once every month to two months so I assumed that if there were my lymph nodes then there they’re probably just been fighting off colds and that’s normal and it’ll you know it’ll go away eventually and then I started to notice that I had some soreness in my armpits and I would feel there and there was like tender spots and I thought well I believe that there are lymph nodes there as well that’s interesting maybe my body’s just having a hard time okay well it is what it is and then I noticed two that were that I could feel on the base of my neck on the back one on each side I could feel the lymph nodes and again I just thought maybe they’ve always been there and maybe I just never noticed it just never really paid attention to stuff like that and now I’m being like hyper aware so now I’m paranoid and then the really weird one that really stood out and I was like whoa okay this is crazy behind my ears there apparently some lymph nodes right there because you remember those like ninety Snacks it’s uh it’s called a bugle and it looks like a cone literally my lymph nodes back here were so swollen that it felt like bugles sticking out it came out like a cone and they were huge I don’t know I didn’t know what to think of it I thought it was bizarre and strange but I wasn’t necessarily feeling sick I didn’t feel horrible I didn’t have to go to the emergency room there was nothing pressing so I just kind of let it slide for a while I mean of course nowadays looking back in retrospect I’m like what were you thinking you should have gone to the doctor immediately but at the time I just didn’t really think much of it except it was weird it was a little concerning but what am I gonna do and then the very last symptom that finally drove me to go to a doctor was a sword that I kept getting in the back of my throat and my tonsils being I believe it was my tonsils being inflamed I thought that I had strep throat in the back my throat well that’s what it was because it was sore and it wasn’t really healing and I was getting like other symptoms like flu-like symptoms and feeling achy sick so it would I would get it and it would last for maybe two weeks and then it would go away I think okay great it resolved itself didn’t need any biotics thank God and then a few weeks later it would come back again hey big Dan look here it is again I gotta go through this all over again it would last another week or two and then this time it wouldn’t go away it was like three weeks and I’m saying I still have it it still hurts so sore and so my boyfriend at the time his dad had access to medicine and he’s like let me hit him up in another state and send over prescription for you to take antibiotics so I take antibiotics it works boom gone great awesome I can move on with my life nope a couple weeks later comes right back so I think this happened for maybe three four times and then I was like okay woah it’s been two three months of this it’s not going away I need to go to a doctor I need to find out how to go to a doctor and that’s when I started really scouring the internet and googling how do I get into a doctor’s office a hospital whatever I found some obscure random program here in LA that would give me really basic health insurance for free it was so obscure when I went in to go apply for it the lady looked at me she was like how did you even how did you even know about this program and I was like I’m not the Internet she’s like okay totally weird I guess it’s probably something that people only have access to through caseworkers normally but I had I found it in some tiny little site I don’t know if it was through a forum or what but thank God I did because I went in and the doctor immediately was like let’s do a swab of your back of your throat make sure it’s not you know some sort of STD I came back a week later that’s when I found out I had HIV came back a week after that on my birthday and that’s when I I had AIDS so those were my symptoms when I had hiv/aids if you enjoyed or got something out of this video please like below subscribe if you haven’t already and if you think someone else might benefit from this go ahead and share also go ahead and check out my previous vlog it’s about my most recent HIV doctor’s visit so you can see what my whole experience is like from showing up to the doctor’s office what we talk about what we go through getting blood drawn and all that stuff and kind of lift the veil and that whole experience check it out it’s my most recent vlog I’ll have it here for you thank you guys for watching and stay tuned I’ll see you soon Cheers


  • Reply Alexander Allan August 20, 2018 at 12:33 am

    Hey Raif, always enjoy your videos. I am negative, but I have friends who are poz. I was glad that CDC had finally confirmed what I had long suspected , that when a someone is undetectable, they cannot transmit the virus.

    I have never dated anyone who was positive but , it was never a deal breaker. Knowing what I know to be true, it wouldn't be an issue. I'm glad you share your experience , strengths , hope with those affected by HIV.

    I also wanted to say how impressed I am with your desire to be abstinent, until you find the man you want to date. I know how difficult it is to do so, I too have chosen to do so as well. It has been difficult , lonely, and frustrating to do so.

    I hate the idea of hook ups, it always left me feeling terrible. I want to be intimate with someone I like and I am dating. Keep strong I am confident it will be worth it .

  • Reply Ghie Dine May 24, 2019 at 12:48 pm

    You're so brave to come out in public and share your story… Salute!

  • Reply Danny Rowland May 25, 2019 at 3:56 am

    I'm sorry you got the hiv/aids. Virus . But now days as with the meds that keeps you undetectable and when you do not have insur_ there are programs that you can get on that will pay for meds theripy doctors n more

  • Reply Danny Rowland May 25, 2019 at 3:57 am

    You can live a long healthy life by takeing care of yourself and takeing care of your self

  • Reply Danny Rowland May 25, 2019 at 4:00 am

    Every one should be safe sexually and now days you can get on prep that protects you from getting hiv

  • Reply Valentino Mays May 26, 2019 at 6:23 am

    Thank you so much for sharing your experiences with us. I'm positive as well and it was a tough journey to become undetectable. I'm just glad we're both still here. You are loved and you have people who support you. Love you and I hope nothing but the best in your future. 🤗🤗🤗

  • Reply Sharon Curtis May 26, 2019 at 4:05 pm

    HOld your head up high, my friend. Its good that your keepinh a positive attitude and sharing your story. It gives others hope.

  • Reply Netchanok Lankford May 27, 2019 at 3:03 pm

    God Bless you …I wish you well!!!…Thank you for sharing your story with everybody ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • Reply EM ILY May 29, 2019 at 3:18 am

    You are so strong!

  • Reply MotherTouching-Ninjas May 29, 2019 at 9:22 am

    I had unprotected sex with a transgender I was so drunk and she looked like a woman . But ten days after my joints hurt. I’m so afraid . I asked her she got offended but idk🙁 and she is an escort 😞☹️🥺

  • Reply Dominique Savage May 29, 2019 at 1:36 pm

    Once your lymph nodes become swollen that can mean 1 of 2 things lymphoma or HIV smh I'm so glad you're still fighting this with your head up.

  • Reply michael johnson May 29, 2019 at 9:17 pm

    What a lovely guy

  • Reply te tee May 30, 2019 at 2:27 am

    How’s muscle aches ? Bro

  • Reply f f May 30, 2019 at 12:28 pm

    You are amazing, thank you for sharing,. U are more than this.. love from Chicago.

  • Reply Rex Monssel Espejo May 31, 2019 at 3:30 am

    how many months do symptoms occur for u after ur last contact?

  • Reply Marvin Bennett June 2, 2019 at 2:34 pm

    Are you a homorsexual ??? That lifestyle will get you in some bad spots .

  • Reply Colin June 3, 2019 at 4:10 am

    Pore babey that got to sucks

  • Reply Jay Drummond June 4, 2019 at 4:04 am

    Did u have stomach pains ?

  • Reply Enat Hager June 4, 2019 at 8:15 am

    It’s a very nasty disease.. it amazes me that people don’t take it seriously anymore.. me being ethiopian, of course have a lot of family members who have died of this disease. This is the case for many Ethiopians as well. There’s a lot of stigma around it in our country though and it just blows my mind. I really wish you the best, I really do. ❤️❤️ you got this.

  • Reply Jdor D June 4, 2019 at 4:43 pm

    May God help all those with HIV in the mighty name of Yeshua (Jesus Christ)

  • Reply Bernard Latson June 4, 2019 at 8:28 pm

    I haven't had THAT many symptoms before I found out about my diagnosis but I distinctively remember having really bad vertigo and fainting a couple of times at work. While that happened I also had really high fever along with the "lost zest for life" that you mentioned. The last symptom(s) I had that rang alarm bells was PRETTY intense. My fever had gotten REALLY high and my joints were creaking in pain. No matter what I did I would always wake up in a giant pool of sweat and it hurt to walk to the rest room. Out of all of the lymph nodes I would say the ones behind you legs are the worst.

    Thanks for sharing.

  • Reply Indiegirl007 June 5, 2019 at 12:34 am

    Whoa whoa whoa whoa, that ending was abrupt as hell. 😝 "And that's when I found out I had Aids! Okay, byyyye!" Lol. I'm pretty sure it wasn't that blasé of a moment for you at the time. I was really getting invested!

  • Reply Junn Allison June 5, 2019 at 10:52 am

    Hello Raif, My lymph nodes behind my ears and around my neck has been swollen for around 2 months now, and I am now under Anti-retroviral Treatment,
    How long did it took for the lymph nodes to come back to normal once starting the treatment?

    Today was my 2nd day on treatment.
    The first day have extreme side effects, the second day gave me slight dizziness.

  • Reply Criselda Perales June 5, 2019 at 2:46 pm

    We have same birthday May 8☺☺

  • Reply Crypto- Resistant June 6, 2019 at 5:43 pm

    U look stunning man…. u handled the situation quite well…

  • Reply Farhan Hosseini June 7, 2019 at 2:03 am

    Hey, i needle stick and after 12 hours i have this signs!and it steel with me for 43 days.!

  • Reply First Name Last Name June 9, 2019 at 10:10 pm

    It sounds like your boyfriend at the time gave it to you.

  • Reply soy_sweet99 June 11, 2019 at 2:58 am

    Thank you for sharing your story. My brother tested positive in 1999 and I was right by his side when he got his results. I actually worked at the HIV unit in a hospital and was studying nursing and he had all the symptoms you had and more including Hepatitis. He went 10 years off meds and got on 10 years ago and started with Atripla then Completa now. He is undetectable. I will show him your video for some inspiration!

  • Reply Ha Okay June 11, 2019 at 6:15 am

    Very courageous of you to share your video and your experience, please everybody it's a simple test know the quality of your own health, not only for you but for the sake of others. 🤒🙏

  • Reply kimberly cornelius June 13, 2019 at 1:54 am

    I work with a lot of teenagers and young people who think there is a cure and this is something they don't have to worry about. Why , what are they not hearing.

  • Reply Sonia Leffell June 14, 2019 at 2:23 am

    Well you look GREAT now!

  • Reply Sonia Leffell June 14, 2019 at 2:34 am

    Did you not know ANYTHING about HIV? I a feeling your boyfriend knew. I am so very sorry to hear this. May God bless p, protect and keep you. These were classic symptoms. I was expecting to hear some outlier symptoms.

  • Reply Reya's Corner June 15, 2019 at 9:01 pm

    On your birthday 😭😭😭 I'm sorry. Thankful for your success story 💜

  • Reply Carlos Esquivel June 17, 2019 at 4:41 am

    My brother died three weeks ago from aids. It is a devastating illness for both the patient and loved ones. Please take your treatment very seriously. God bless you.

  • Reply Eric Cartman June 17, 2019 at 9:49 pm

    Usually I'll take the girl's word that she doesn't have an STD, but now after all this shit, I'm just gonna have to make sure I see the proof. Fuck that, I'm not ruining my life over 1 second of intense pleasure. Guess I can say bye to flings and random hookups…

  • Reply valak demon June 18, 2019 at 1:14 am

    Raif be strong for me .. I always be with you .

  • Reply Ryandexter Sanmiguel June 18, 2019 at 5:11 am

    Hey Raif thanks for this video men, I just want to ask you if it is normal to get itchiness after getting sex to a girl? I went ro HIV test and I was negative.please give me some advice men

  • Reply Starring Nick June 18, 2019 at 5:14 am

    Your strong ! Keep your head up ! Keep up the good work ! 😎💪🏼✊🏼🤟🏼🤙🏼

  • Reply Kay Cee June 18, 2019 at 5:46 am

    Thank you very much for having the courage to do this. I currently have some similar symptoms. my HIV test is pending and I am really terrified. I have this thrush for about 4 weeks now. Doctors still do not see a lesion eventhough i see it when i come home and view it via camera. Thrush with ear pain. My last negative test was 3 years ago and i had some risky encounters around that time. I always thought I will take more time to progress to AIDS but I am feeling hopeless with each passing hour. Please keep me in your prayers as I go through this difficult time.

  • Reply Anmol Nayak June 19, 2019 at 4:28 am

    Hey did all the symptoms appear at the same time or different time?

  • Reply Emin Izzatov June 19, 2019 at 5:20 pm

    Hey there. First of all thank you for such information. I saw your biceps, do you use any steroids ? I want to take something to get more fit,but afraid it will have negative effect on bektarv. Thank yo

  • Reply ebisagwa flores June 19, 2019 at 9:07 pm

    do you have herpes near at ur private part ?

  • Reply Mihaly Horvath June 20, 2019 at 2:45 pm

    Mate you are a brave man!!!

  • Reply CrossWood Productions June 22, 2019 at 7:28 am

    I had sex with a girl couple months ago and my condom ripped, I got a cold right after and a flu. I totally thought i had HIV and I just gave up mentally. Finally after a long 4-5 months of going crazy I decided to get my ass up and go get tested. I came back negative. Such a relief. I recommend everyone to go get tested. The chances are very small you have HIV.

  • Reply Mark Ryan June 23, 2019 at 2:38 pm

    When's is really the best time to get tested? Some says a month, three months or even six months after an unprotected sex?

  • Reply Mal mix June 23, 2019 at 6:49 pm

    Omg I will love to talk to you because I will love to learn more about this. I need some assistance idk how to handle. My back, chest arms, legs and hips are killing me. Nearly all over my body is killing me.

  • Reply Patrick De Matteis June 24, 2019 at 9:47 pm

    Try BHT antiviral. Google BHT antiviral

  • Reply Christopher.A.B June 25, 2019 at 7:08 am

    You're a brave, brave man. Keep sharing ypur truth and embracing the power that doing that is ❤

    Love and light x

  • Reply Martin Lee June 25, 2019 at 9:14 am

    You look fantastic…you're definetly inspiring for people who been diagnosed…

  • Reply john bear June 28, 2019 at 6:50 am

    I'm scared. No disrespect to anyone dealing with this. I think highly of anyone dealing with this and being safe with their partners. But I've taken test after test, but I'm still afraid. The reason why I feel this way is cause I had a dream of me going in for an HIV test and it came back positive! But this was the longest dream I've ever had! I promise, this dream had like over a years worth of memories. And now feels as if the dreams I have recently are just magnified version of the same dream. But these dreams are coming to reality as if it were dej jah vue. I hope and pray I never come back positive. But at the end of the original dream I was sitting on top of a table and super skinny and a doctor comes in the door and apologizes for what he has to tell me. Then tells me I'm HIV positive. Mind you, the past 8 months have been so scary. I haven't slept with a single person. And I'm petrified. Idk how to explain this, but thanks for this video.

  • Reply Marios Christidis June 28, 2019 at 11:24 am

    I tested and I was negative thanks god

  • Reply Abdul razak Shaikh June 28, 2019 at 2:50 pm

    I pray only to Allah that I should not have any disease. I want to live but do not want to die. 4 days ago my blood is checked my blood negative Alhamdulillah. I check my blood group after 4 months, only I want my blood negative ya Allah ya rabbil alamiin. I do not want me to be sick

  • Reply Joshua Moca Basaysay July 2, 2019 at 10:14 am

    Hello. Can I ask if when you do unprotected sex with your partner is he also hiv positive or not?

  • Reply wordscontrolminds July 2, 2019 at 9:09 pm

    What was your cd4 at time of diagnosis?

  • Reply Azz Seu July 3, 2019 at 6:28 am

    I’m so scared I have hiv it kills me inside, been tested but one week after sex so have to wait to do another one

  • Reply Malak Judah July 5, 2019 at 5:20 am

    ok…u keep saying u "had" hiv…what is that about?!?

  • Reply John Mendoza July 6, 2019 at 2:16 am

    You did not experiece diarhea and fever?

  • Reply Margaret Crowe July 7, 2019 at 2:31 pm

    Very strong and brave man, amazing person, God bless and keep you safe xx

  • Reply Blackneonbonjour July 8, 2019 at 12:39 pm

    seriously how dumb are you my first sign sent me to the doctors and I was diagnosed then and there

  • Reply Adam Yusuf July 12, 2019 at 3:34 am

    Hey was it on the front or the back of your knees ?

  • Reply Aubrey Aragon July 17, 2019 at 2:48 am

    Hi Rafe first time on your video pod. Hang in there, and take care much ❤

  • Reply Aubrey Aragon July 17, 2019 at 2:49 am

    Thank heavens new medications to manage symptoms.

  • Reply Mp Jp July 19, 2019 at 9:31 pm

    Hey have pain And me mouth and a fever 100 1o1 is worse at night i cant eat. Dose same no what it is??? It start like a fever and pain and the mouth i have sores like well day hurt really bad

  • Reply Alan Cobain July 20, 2019 at 6:36 am

    I’ve had read that most people who have unprotected gay sex are most likely to develop aids/hiv. I am not saying that is true but that’s what I read. But what’s important for people to understand is that even if you’re not having anal sex, you can still get an std. people get tested. Cause one of the WORST symptoms of having HIV is that there are NO symptoms at first! Don’t ever be ashamed of getting tested. What is there to be ashamed about making sure you are safe and healthy? Ralf, I look up to you a lot. I’m so happy you’re living a healthy life even with aids.

  • Reply Deb Loera1611 July 24, 2019 at 12:30 pm

    If your a queer then duh

  • Reply A G July 25, 2019 at 9:04 pm

    Can you please contact me. Thank you.

  • Reply Chloe Dassler July 26, 2019 at 11:37 am

    Kind of sounds like you were a bit in denial. I mean, I don't blame you, anyone would try to rationalize and not want to believe it.

    By the way, the lymph nodes behind/under my ears get terribly swollen from my sinus issues. sometimes they get as large as grapes and it hurts quite a bit

  • Reply samy GAGABOY July 26, 2019 at 10:45 pm

    You're so brave . I hope you'll get all what you wish.

  • Reply Christina Émile Al-Faraj July 27, 2019 at 12:33 am

    Send you much love 🌸

  • Reply Christina Émile Al-Faraj July 27, 2019 at 12:47 am

    I actually crying now. My heart aches for you 😢 Wish you the best darling. 💗

  • Reply 50sherron Hamilton July 27, 2019 at 12:06 pm

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  • Reply 50sherron Hamilton July 27, 2019 at 12:07 pm

    Very sorry about that🙏❤🙏

  • Reply Sun Flower July 27, 2019 at 10:52 pm

    How was the bumps on your elbows? How did they look? I am afraid because I am a stay home mom and never go out, the only person who goes out is my hisband and I am very afraid…

  • Reply lize 4u July 30, 2019 at 10:32 pm

    Hei Raif🤗may Allah bless you and let you meet that special someone that you can have a long life with,filled with lots of love and respect and kindness for eachother👨‍❤️‍👨💖you really deserve that after everything you have been through!!!best wishes,prayers,and lots of love from Lise in Norway❤️

  • Reply Valiant Loony July 31, 2019 at 9:48 am

    We need to find a cure for this AIDS and finish it once and for all, if everyone everywhere gives money and all the scientists researches and tries to beat it then I believe one day we will, it's just a matter of time before AIDS is destroyed and people will no longer live in fear. 🙂👍

  • Reply Jonathan Parkhurst August 1, 2019 at 11:52 am

    I think I have aids. I'm too scared to go get diagnosed with my dad cause I'm afraid of what he'll think

  • Reply monsieur fortuna August 3, 2019 at 3:36 am

    Hooker gave me a bj and I'm worried I might have HIV as well, afraid to go to doctor to get tested. 🙁

  • Reply Tomzy Pits August 4, 2019 at 1:24 pm

    How is it possible that this guy has had only 2 unprotected sexual encounters while i've had hundreds and I am testing HIV negative

  • Reply Hayden Rose August 5, 2019 at 3:36 am

    Some say Dry Fasting can Cure AIDS/HIV or any STD. Might be worth a shot.

  • Reply Cuban Jorge August 6, 2019 at 9:41 pm

    I hope they can soon eradicate this damn virus from humankind forever ..

  • Reply 88Petry August 7, 2019 at 1:05 am

    U got GAIDS bro?

  • Reply Laura Pennington August 7, 2019 at 9:24 pm

    Your a very handsome man;)

  • Reply Jay Gonzalez August 8, 2019 at 1:22 am

    When i had???
    You mean when u got it!

  • Reply Beto Mendez August 8, 2019 at 4:03 am

    I have those síntoms and already did like 11 fast test 4th generation and all was negative and just did another text that you have to Wait 6 day for the results and I was negative so my last risk was October and my throat still hurting I have muscle pain my armpits like point of pain I don’t know what else I can do or where to go

  • Reply Monica Sarabia August 8, 2019 at 10:44 am

    I'm not dealing with hiv but im having liver disease 🙁

  • Reply kevinkhai1 August 8, 2019 at 2:20 pm

    Can someone please contact me asap here is my number. 7042992499
    I think i have hiv. But i dont have money to go see a doc. I need help please. So its been 4 days i dont feel like im myself like i dont feel normal. Kinda like dizzy. I feel like my head is very numb, just like as if you just wake up you know. i dont have heave head but i can feel my heartbeat with my head if that makes sense to you. I have been having canker sore in my mouth like at least once in two months.

  • Reply mauriciowilson42 August 8, 2019 at 3:51 pm

    sad story man

  • Reply Monica Sarabia August 8, 2019 at 11:27 pm

    Hello Raif, is the body ache constantly through out the day ? Or specifically when you wake up in morning?

  • Reply Harry Mcneal August 9, 2019 at 5:38 am

    Thanks you so much..

  • Reply Shaheed Rahman August 14, 2019 at 5:21 am

    I believe you had a good suspicion that it was HIV after the initial sickness and your rationalization was actually your denial!

  • Reply Pamela Woolford August 14, 2019 at 1:34 pm

    Can't understand even without insurance there's clinics and with all the medical problems he was having.
    People please check out your health from doctor is having all kinds of illness.
    Thanks for sharing

  • Reply gardintyven August 15, 2019 at 9:30 am

    Sounds like the symptoms I had before quiting smoking. I was in total denial.

  • Reply Priyansut Rawat August 16, 2019 at 10:29 am

    What was your father and mom reaction when they know that you have hiv

  • Reply Prince Sathyan August 16, 2019 at 8:43 pm

    Hope your doing well today buddy.

  • Reply Cristian Laureano August 17, 2019 at 12:39 am

    Thanks for bringing awareness! Keep your head up there must be a cure in the horizon

  • Reply bugged all over August 17, 2019 at 9:21 am

    Thanks for the education

  • Reply Marc Thompson August 18, 2019 at 11:05 am

    Dude hiv is a harmless retro virus get checked for Lyme disease and other hidden infections

  • Reply KK Corleone August 18, 2019 at 7:37 pm

    Test at 3 months and 6 months after your exposure, so many people think Hiv is just in the gay community , Wrong !!! ….You Can Catch The Virus By Having Unprotected Vaginal Sex .

  • Reply Jake Colbert August 19, 2019 at 3:59 am

    how long were you symptomatic before you went to the doctor and got diagnosed?

  • Reply nayan gogoi August 19, 2019 at 5:43 am

    Bro proud of you
    You are a such strong soul.when all this symptoms appears does all come one by one or together and after how many days bro

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